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[Here is Princess Ankha ]
#ooc#spam#she chased me all over the house this morning#which is typical while getting ready for work#and she wants to be center of attention#Harley and Blue do the same thingā¦except the pouncing#Ankha likes to pounce and go after my feet#but sheās cute so I always forgive her
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I'm no specialist, and I know nothing about things like this, but imo, I think Sammy's scars should've had some sort of after effect.
Sure, she got the antidote, but I feel like that sort of poison should linger and still bother the victim through the scars yk.
So I wanna believe that her scars hurt every once in a while, even now, all these years later. I might sound like a psychopath saying this, but I hope we will get some sort of reaction from her in season 3 or later seasons if we get more. I really really wanna see her scars ngl. We got to see Ben's scar pretty much all of camp cretaceous, and we're seeing Brooklynn's scar from when she lost her arm, now it's Sammy's turn.
Her time to shine.
(Pls let S3 be Sammy centered š)
#jwct#sammy gutierrez#chaos theory#jurassic world chaos theory#camp cretaceous#jwcc#jurassic world camp cretaceous#i obviously also want S3 to be yasammy centered too but yk I'm positive we will get that as well#i just rly rly rly want a sammy centered season for once#let her problems be in the spotlight. let her get the help and the attention she needs and deserves from her camp fam her girlfriend ANYONE
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here's the thing: catra never knew adora as well as she thought she did.
like sure, she knew what adora's insecurities and fears were (and used them against adora, as all abusers do). but catra had a very warped image of adora in her mind. in her perspective, adora was this egotistic and selfish person who had a hero complex and enjoyed being the center of attention.
adora never wanted to be a hero. she never asked for it. she wanted to help people, of course, because she wasn't selfish and sadistic like catra. but she never enjoyed being put under so much pressure.
and catra never realizes this.
even in that iconic āwhat do you want, adora?ā scene that everyone keeps praising, what does catra say afterward? adora tells her that she has to sacrifice herself to save etheria, and catra says this:
she acts like its adora's choice.
she acts like adora wants to die for the sake of everyone else, as if adora is doing this for fame and fanfare. she was the one who contributed to adora's lack of self-worth and her tendency to put herself last, and catra now acts like adora had a choice.
catra never knew adora, she only knew the warped version of adora that she herself had created. catra never understood the real adora. and she never tried to.
#and here's the thing#i think at least part of this was projection#catra never wanted to be a hero ofc#but she did enjoy being the center of attentionā she enjoyed being respected and feared#and i think she was projecting that onto adora#spop critical#spop salt#spop#spop criticism#spop discourse#she ra#anti spop#anti catra#anti catradora#anti c//a#antic//a#anticatra#anticatradora#tw abuse#tw guilt tripping
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Today is LUCIA in Sweden, so naturally, the gang is in a Lucia train :)
Explanation of the Lucia tradition under the cut (it's short and informative, lol):
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#lucia#stranger things doodles#ihni doodles#billy hargrove#steve harrington#eddie munson#argyle#max mayfield#billy's the lucia because he needs to be the center of attention (plus i headcanon his mom to have swedish roots#steve's a tƤrna because ... well he wanted to be close to billy but didn't want to wear the star hat#eddie is a starboy (stjƤrngosse) because of course he is come on#argyle is a gingerbread man because those outfits are the comfiest - basically a pajama#and max is there against her will and absolutely refused to be anything too girly#(i think originally she was supposed to be a tƤrna but she switched with steve and he is still confused about it)#happy lucia everyone!#Youtube
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Mini rant below and in the tags, the only time Iāll talk about this and my personal take on it.
The way people talk about hypothetical male Anya on Twitter and the idea of how Mouthwashing would play out if the genders were swapped makes me remember how people still donāt take sexual assault and rape with male victims with the same gravity, especially when the perpetrator is female.
#not even gonna tag this cause I donāt want to start discourse in the tags but you can absolutely still explore the concepts of patriarchy#toxic masculinity misogyny and rape culture if the genders where swapped#like those concepts donāt disappear just because Anya is a boy now cause you have to think of all the ways it applies to male victims and#I just donāt understand why people keep getting angry when people facilitate different discussion the game opens you up to#like yes I get the frustration with not seeing the conversations you want but start them go find them why complain on other posts when#people are bringing attention to similar issues and the ways they are overlooked dismissed or blame the victim#I for one think we should have more basic clarifying conversations of SA rape cultures and how toxic masculinity and sexism create scenarios#like the Tulpar and enable men like Jimmy but I also can understand and enjoy the topic being expanded upon to include other cases on a#flipped scale like yes how male centered the fandom is is annoying considering the topic but seeing comments saying that SA isnāt as harmful#to men cause they canāt get pregnant is a whole can of worms you really need to unpack cause holy shit#like in this scenario if Jimmy is pregnant and canāt get rid of the baby Anya is the father yes Jimmy is pregnant but thatās because in this#swap she assaulted a man lied to either say it was consensual he forced himself on her or like canon panicked and semi admitted to forcing#him either way he is afraid to do anything because men do get blamed for defending themselves against women in these situations not to#mention the shaming that occurs because he is a man and should step up for the kids sake and likely be told he should be proud a girl wanted#him that much like yes you have to explain it more but bodily autonomy in this scenario is just as nuanced and I canāt believe I have to#defend something being male centered in a game where the rape of a woman is the catalyst just because people are saying SA for men#is not as damaging or degrading or harmful to autonomy as it is to a woman like how can you want conversations on rape culture and shut down#people bringing up other nuances in the conversation#like people are gonna jump around with it I know but if you only want to talk about one thing stay in that sphere like I just donāt get#going to another space especially one that isnāt even being weird or toxic and starting shit cause you donāt like it like the amount of#unnecessary and mean comments on normal art of think pieces Iāve seen on Twitter is crazy like itās stupid callout shit for the sake of just#not liking something like Iām seeing so much screen shotting and vague posting like just at the bitch and fight about it like itās still a#relatively small fandom ur just asking for in fighting on like the few things we shouldnāt have to worry about#as a victim my self and who has been in other situations and being afab I just canāt understand the vitriol toward this sort of discussion#mouthwashing#actually I will tag this cause you can explore the themes in mouthwashing still stop being freaks and just block bitches ong
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Just once, I would like to be able to have a conversation about my feelings with someone where they don't, at some point, start trying to explain to me why something happened such that they are either implying or outright stating I should stop having noticeable feelings at them about a thing and/or telling me that I'm wrong about how I feel and actually if I just understood this thing I would see that I'm being unreasonable to say I feel the way I do.
Just once, for someone's response to be "it sounds like you're feeling [insert thing, e.g hurt, sad, scared, tired, angry, etc], I'm sad that you are dealing with that." Not to take responsibility for my feelings! But for them to acknowledge that they're happening and might matter to me before they move on to whatever the fuck next thing they have to say is
#fuck people can't even manage to center my feelings when they apologize to me#it's always 'well this is what was going on for me and I'm sorry but this is why'#like bitch i fucking know#i can see that#i get it and I'm not mad#but i would love for you to be less of a dick about it when I point out to you that you took that thing happening to you out on me#whether it was actually my fault or not#and that your handling of it may have been unnecessarily unkind#maybe before you tell me AGAIN why you think actually it's fine and normal that you hurt me and i'm irritating you by making you#pay attention to my hurt in any fucking way#maybe you could fucking CONSIDER the idea that I'm just asking you to hear how it felt for you to talk to me like that#and understand that i probably would have been able to give you the same outcome [me not triggering whatever happened]#from myriad different conversations that are less hurtful#including even just 'hey i totally get that what just happened is probably related to a trigger I need to be more aware of but can we talk#about all that now that it's over so going forward if I accidentally step on a trigger that's NOT an excuse to hurt each other?#because like. stepping on triggers is something that should be avoided#and so is lashing out at people in excess of the thing they have done wrong#and while I want to work on my end of that i also don't want to be screamed at while I'm doing it'#and the thing is that is so wild to people that when you try to explain it to them they will get ANGRIER at you#anyway i'm so tired of being everyone's fucking punching bag all the time#i'm the constant shock absorber at work#i'm everyone's fucking emergency processing person regardless of what boundaries i try to place on that#and even at home there's often so much stress that wifey takes out her feelings on me because I'm the only one she can#and i'm trying not to let that change how i care for my own self and treat others but i'm just#at a certain point i feel like i will never matter to anyone enough for them to actually prioritize learning to love me the way I ask for#i love my family and the peeps in my life very much but i feel so unfathomably alone and unwelcome in the world
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My Wicked unpopular opinion is Glinda stole the show and I hated it. I think Ariana did an incredible job as she should but the movie really focused on Glindaās growth and narrative, things like the ballroom scene being a bigger moment for her than Elphie or how even the Emerald City had touches of pink for no reason. She just took up more space and ironically the movie did not hold space for the singer of defying gravity. Cynthia is amazing but I wish they gave Elphaba a stronger presence. The choice to make her almost demure to Glindaās brat was strange and made me miss the firey loud and makes-everything-about-her-and-her-causes Elphaba I so desperately wanted to see
#wicked#wicked 2024#like lines like ācan I just say one more thing?ā or ādo I have something in my teethā were delivered so politely#I wanted elphie to be annoying and sarcastic and big!#and cynthias elphie I can understand in a movie context. sheās more likeable and easy to root for i guess#and understandably reluctant to have any attention on her due to bullying and her childhood etc#but i wish they gave her more space to grow then. really keep the camera on her on her big moments like the invite or the train#the way they let Glinda be so expressive and intimate with the audience during no one mourns the wicked#I just felt like they shouldāve centered Elphaba more. thatās all
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my mom and i just got into an argument over me not wanting her to go to a dentist appt on the day im moving into my campus apartment. girl be for real help š
#like my fucking bad i want you there to help me move in and dont think a dentist appt is as important as me moving out š#if she cant be the center of attention sheāll find a way to be lmaooo#she literally told me she didnt wanna go to the appt then got mad that i dont want her to like. hello#txt
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SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR. KEVIN PHILLIPS
also, honorable mention to the original script for this scene:
#super dark times#zach taylor#allison bannister#sam edits#they make me feel insaaaaaaaane. its so much. i just. AGH. because i mean obviously it's for the sake of Plot#but just the start of her 'I like Zach and am GONNA date him' agenda seeming to directly coincide with The Daryl Incident is so... tragic#the Zach from a few days earlierāthe Zach in the basement giggling about how he likes herāwas never the Zach that got to be#the center of her attention this way. but tbh the FUNNIEST explanation for this timing to me is the idea that him shouting 'PENIS'#outside her house while fucking around with Josh was the thing that pushed her to be like 'ok fuck it i want him and im gonna get him'#bc she DID call to invite him to her party that same night. it's unclear if she called before or after but. it def could have been after#also also also: the fact that this scene is the last time they see each other before the. stuff at Meghan's house. they talk on the phone#briefly after (in which she calls him an asshole under her breath because he's calling to ask for what she thinks is another girl's number)#which... much to think about there. especially with the script's original 'she gives up on him' line. agughghghh#(though in the script version they actually do see each other one more time. or. well. she sees him but he doesn't notice her)
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What's amazing about "Merrybelle and the silver rose" (besides the silver rose of the title being a reference to Edgar himself as a vampirnella) is that she discovers she's the bastard daughter of duque Evans, the half sister of Oswald, and you could argue, given I think she's not told about Lucius being a bastard who doesn't share a father with her, also sister to Lucius of whom she was enamored.
Kid you not, unless Edgar tells her later about Lucius she won't know, bc Oswald had the opportunity but he only confirms to Lucius he's not related to Merrybelle; as far as Oswald knows Merrybelle herself has no idea she's related to the Evans and so says nothing. The duchess is content to stay silent now she has lost Lucius to her fears and is probably trying to atone for all her bad actions by raising Merrybelle. The duke is all too happy to just have his lost daughter back. I don't think anybody told Merrybelle anything at all poor girl.
Edgar though was stalking her and the Evans for three years so I think he probably knew Lucius wasn't blood related to them.
And I can't imagine he'd be so chill with the idea of Merrybelle marrying Lucius if he knew his beloved sister was unknownwingly committing incest.
So unless Edgar told her after everything, Merrybelle would go on thinking she fell in love/infatuation with her half brother.
We don't see her react to this, bc she realises this the moment she also decides to kill the demon!Edgar, aka the same day as the night she decides to flee with him after all.
And even if she knows the truth after, it's not told on page, bc the important thing is the incest haunting that story ( even Oswald! He likes her enough he only renounces his courting of her bc he realises they're blood related), revealing her origins and throwing light on her relationship with Edgar.
Edgar who straight up abducts her in the middle of the night, unable to commit to his vow of letting her get over her grief for Lucius and live as a ward/adopted daughter of the Evans. He wants her to never forget him, and he feels sorry for Lucius, and he loves his little sister so so much, wants to protect her forever.... The moment she hugs him, and tells Edgar she was waiting for him in tears, Merrybelle's humanity is forfeit.
He needs her to survive the loneliness of bring a vampirnella even if he doesn't want to recognize it. It's the same reason he takes off with Alan after all.
Much to think about.
I'm telling you Moto Hagio went for the Gothic with capital G.
Note: So Lucius Evans is Eustace Evans in the English edition? Uh. Same as Merrybelle in Spain becoming Marybelle in the English translation I guess.
#my thoughts#meta#poe no ichizoku#the poe clan#merrybelle portsnell#the funniest about all this I that I believe in earnest Edgar leans towards men in attraction#but bc his whole life was centered around being his sister protector#he gave up his humanity for her#then he turns her and becomes responsable for caring for her weakness as a vampirnella#he becomes her maker her brother the only male companion she'll realistically will ever have#Merrybelle renounces to growing up to be his sister forever#that arc āthe will of evansā with the grandchildren of oswald where edgar loses his memories#and merrybelle goes after him pretends to be in love with him so she'll have an excuse to be near edgar#and when he remembers drops off all disguise of humanity and takes off with edgar leaving the others at the evans castle#She herself says she'll never be a bride that's she'll only ever be Edgar sister#They're so enmeshed together#that years after she's dead and Alan is angry Edgar still pays more attention to her ghost than him#Edgar is left stupidified bc he thought Alan knew he carries her inside him that both he and Merrybelle love Alan#disaster sibs#at the same time edgar feels relief when she dies bc at last he's free of his love for her to do whatever he wants#fucked up. delicious#the idiot proceeds to recreat that dependence with alan
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Have you ever felt so close to a pet your felt like you had a special connection with them?
Like if they were trying to tell you something you could just understand?
And somehow they seemed to understand you nearly every time too?
And when you are with them you are both just so happy you feel a sense of completeness you've never had before, and when they are gone so is that piece that makes your feel whole? Like a twin flame.
I know most of the world won't understand. But I bet there's a number who follow me who do. But whether the world does or not?
I'm so glad I found Scoria. Together we and her sister have our own little place away from the rest of the world. It's nice. It's sweet. And everyone is sweet and kind to each other because that's the right thing to do. I love her so much. And every day she shows she has nothing but sweet innocent love for me.
She is so much more than just a snake- perhaps she is secretly a pooka! Whatever she may be, she's my best friend and I'm so happy we can live out our lives together. <3
#platonic love letters to my best friend#sometimes I just get these feelings and don't know what to do with them#like#when someone is so precious to you#and you just think they are amazing#she really is#she created words so she could communicate with me#that's amazing#that and so many things#āI want to go to bed I'm tiredā#where she will do a digging motion in the center of my palm#āI want to be petā#she will stroke herself with her chin#āI love youā#she will stroke me usually on the meaty part below my thumb with her chin#Oh she also hisses to say no or get my attention but that is common snake language#the others are things she came up with and contextually they were pretty easy to figure out#she tells me she loves me every day#and my gods#a pet capable of doing that is one of the most incredible things#it's bliss
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Junko: "The most despair I have ever felt in my life was killing my sister."
Mukuro, in the afterlife: "JUNKO LOVES ME MORE! SUCK IT, YASUKE!"
no because i know mukuroās weird ass was lowkey thrilled when junko murdered yasuke because it was one less person to steal junkoās attention away from her š
#ššš#like remember how excited she was to go back to junkoās room after everything was said and done and tried to make her laugh dndnxn#homegirl probably wanted izuru dead so bad lmfao#i have a whole thing about mukuroās subconscious bitterness towards people who get junkoās attention and affection who arenāt her#because she believes that if anyone in the world deserves attention and affection from junko itās her. like sheās earned it.#and in her mind she probably rationalizes that nobody else deserves junkoās affection because they donāt truly understand her#not the way mukuro does and sheās worked so hard to be someone junko loves and needs#it kills her to watch junko focus on other ppl when sheās right there practically begging to be acknowledged & shown love and appreciation#and it isnāt possessiveness. itās bitterness. bitterness and hurt.#ofc most of this is festering beneath the surface in her subconscious more than itās entering her stream of conscious thought#she wants to be the center of junkoās world like junko is the center of hers so badly itās genuinely heartbreaking#but yes this a correct take lmao#mukuro ikusaba#junko enoshima#danganronpa#asked and answered
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Zibrei's Romance Chart as requested by @arcxnumvitae
Zibrei is extremely easy to get into a sexual relationship with. One night stands are par for the course with her. If there's a connection, its very easy to stay friends or even friends-with-benefits. But as soon as a whiff of feelings or intimacy is involved, Zibrei will back off like her ass is on fire. A lot of times her actions are be misconstrued as romantic or intimacy seeking because she's generally an open, fun loving person and very physically affectionate.
The exception are those in her flight and that is simply because they would all rather be in her life in any capacity than ruin what they have with feelings of "love".
Spending time together is very important to her. Its a way for her to check in and see how others are doing. I
#{Zibrei -headcanon-}#~Zibrei is a tough b*tch#~she loves people and loves being the center of attention and just generally having a feel good time#~which doesn't translate well into not leading people on and not wanting relationships
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Honestly growing up is realizing that normal people donāt have to set timers to remember theyāre cooking ramenā¦ which notoriously only takes 3 minutes to cookā¦ and maybe I do have adhd
#Trying to explain to my sister in law that I sometimes accidentally set a microwave time to 1 minute when I mean for it to be 20 seconds#and I go āoh itās fine I will just stop it at 20 secondsā#but then in those 20 seconds /I then forget Iām cooking something/#bc my attention is drawn away#and next thing I know Iāve got a cookie thatās literally on fire in the center#and the way this is such a common thing for me#(not necessary w a cookie lol. But the cookie one has happened enough that Iāve legit set off multiple fire alarms w it)#Or yeah the fact that I p much /have/ to set a timer for pasta bc I will 100% forget Iām making pasta if I donāt#Or the literal HELLSCAPE that is laundry bc thereās so fucking many steps to it and itās soooooo easy to forget it in the washing machine#I was just proofreading these Fucking tags and I forgot the word āforgetā in the one abt pasta#I laid out all my evidence that Iāve secretly squirreled away for 10 years to my sister in law#and she just went O.O yeah I donāt think youāre hallucinating it; this isnāt normal#and it was v validating#I just donāt want to seem like Iām saying it for clout or what the fuck ever but Iāve struggled with this my whole life#but on the other hand itās no longer as big of a deal now that Iām not in schoolā¦ school was bad.. I donāt know how I did so well#Bc mentally I fucking Drowned#idk if I really want or need to try and get a diagnosis or anything#Esp bc Iām sure thatās not even almost the worst thing wrong with me and I donāt want to open that can of worms#regardless man I wish I werenāt me <3 I fucking /suck/#lea speaks#vent
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I'm a damn leech. That's all I am
#audrey/kellie's rambles#audrey/kellie vents#dont mind me#im a leech. im a bug. disgusting. im too much to bare. others in the community talk to each other and yet rarely me#i try to talk witj them. maybe im just not that ... good with my ocs. maybe thats why they never ask. maybe-#im too fucking clingy. im too obsessive. im too moody. im fucking crazy.....#I'll just be here tho. i wonder why no one really talks to me. outside of the internet and in of the internet too#but maybe that means im too fucking annoying for something. bjt then again they have a life and its not sll about me. and my long ass asks#they should be sble to live their life. and yet here i am. getting jealous fucking jealous that my friends are talking to each other#its stupid. i shouldn't be like this. its fucking stupid to he jealous of my friends talking to each other. but it seems like i only#see them as my friends or maybe its because i said smth about my school. and then they leave me alone. but theyve.. always left me alone#always. always a shadow. always actually reminding me that im a bad fucking person. always to be there because...#honestly it has to be me. right? im the damn problem. thay dont talk to me. yet i talk to them endlessly. like they are already gone or smth#i suck at being friends. because this is who i am. some possessive fucking freak. i really should. choked myself with some wires.......#this is just reminding me that my twin is more better and more interesting then who i wanted to be hack then when i was on Amino.#even back then they didn't care for me. now its like its the same but much worse. because-#i hate it. i hate feeling lonely. what the fuck. give me fucking validation. give me attention. give me love.#give me any fucking kind of attention. hate on me. spit on me. kick my legs. i dont. i just want attention. i want to be the center of it#all. but im not and it fucking kills me. i want it so bad. and honestly? i did. for a fraction. because of Flor and my other past ideas#and Flor was a bit of a self insert. she was a sona. in a way. and now Yume will be one too. but-#fucking. don't fucking talk to me. i need to work on his draft
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TME PMV frame thingie WIP
I absolutely adore Helene and Lyla's relationship in both iterations of TME's story and i NEED more qpt gal relationships like theirs is i s2g
it's really, REALLY hard to get me sincerely invested in relationships between female characters but damn am i invested in this one.
Something about a do-good heroine who is abnormally hostile only towards her own half-sister for seemingly no reason (read: "no reason") is a dynamic i can't get enough and seeing Lyla constantly make efforts in both the manhwa/LN to reach out to her is so bittersweet and yet amazingly well done
(and i can't praise enough how amazing Helene is handled as a deeply flawed female character!!! She's genuinely the best written female character ive seen and i wish more gals were written as amazing as she is TwT)
#TME art#i love how i started this PMV before I read the LN and yet this still reads as canon-adherent#to both the manhwa and LN at that#also behold: the reason why i rely on CSP's head models to draw#technically i have a Paris-centered PMV im working on too but i flip between that one and this depending on my time and mood#fun fact i technically have a fake ending i've started working on too but idk if ill get to finish that one#point is i LOVE TME and i wanna keep giving it love even despite my wandering attention span and lack of time to draw#my favorite thing is watching people hate on Helene and clearly miss the point of her character in that she's just a young woman-#greatly traumatized by her childhood and has no proper way to cope or come to terms with her own feelings while surrounded by parents who-#hate her or want to manipulate her + with a sister who betrayed her + siblings who are morally bankrupt#+ literally her only friend (read: āfriendā) is a psychopathic dragon whose dubious behavior towards her is more harmful than helpful#+ she's still the child whose own actions led to the person kindest towards her getting killed bc of her & her little sister ābetrayingā he#and she's never quite been able to grow up or come to terms with those feelings hence why she lashes out while longing for love#(and god do i hope it's Paris who helps bridge the gap between Helene and Lyla and in doing so we see him grow as a person)#(look i just want Paris to get kicked in the ass with character development and for him to truly see Helene as someone he cares for)#(bc as he is now he clearly just has surface-level puppy love towards Helene that has the potential to go somewhere and i hope it does)#(ESPECIALLY BECAUSE THE LN GIVES MORE THAN ENOUGH MATERIAL TO HAVE MADE THEM CANON)#(UGH IM STILL UPSET ABOUT THAT THE LN /LITERALLY/ SAID THEY MATCH EACH OTHER AND THEN DIDN'T MAKE IT CANON COME ON)#anyways it's like midnight now but yeah i LOVE TME can u tell#and could probs write whole character studies on all the characters with how deep they are in the manhwa alone holy shit
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